To anyone wondering why i haven't logged on in over a year, its sort of a long story.
my plan to use my time between graduation and the future for something constructive went down the shitter.

i blame pot.

but yeah. to anyone that might pissed that i havent commented on anything since may of '06, its nothing personal. after a good year of smoking myself retarded im faced with over 3,000 fucking deviations in my inbox, and its a tad bit overwhelming. i also cleaned up my gallery after looking through the half-ass photoshop jobs i posted and revisiting the redundant, helplessly mediocre excuse for poetry i put you guys through. i just started writing a lil bit again and id like to think its not crap, but i probably wont know for certain until i look back at it in a year or so.

you know how that goes.

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photography - a new direction

Journal Entry: Mon May 29, 2006, 1:55 AM

2nd and 3rd trimester of this year ive taken 2 awesome photo classes, and im finally getting around to scanning and posting them.
yeah, they might have a few spots, but wtfever. couldnt wait any longer.
cant wait to share these with u guys! im really lovin photography, thinkin of pursiung that for a bit.

peace. more submissions will periodically ifnd there way into my gallery. ^.^

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a notch on the timeline

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 7, 2005, 4:10 PM

Mood:

Processing...
Listening to: the locust - file under "softcore seizures"

life is chaotic at the moment. im trying to stabilize my life on a emotional and psychological level before i can focus on much else. im having a hard time with my artwork. no matter howmuch time i spend on a piece, it never feels "done". im never satisfied. as i work on something i lose sight of my original intent and emotional leverage that i started with.

bah. frustrating.

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something to consider...

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 1, 2005, 12:09 PM

Journal: [link]

everyone should check out

they've got a great style, and i think they're going places
one of my personal favorites > [link]

Mood: Assimilated

Processing
Listening to: Deftones - Change (in the house of flies)

"holy shit!.... I just d-loaded "Sk8er Boi" Those fucking lyrics!!! I don't even know... I'm speachless, I... I'm... Are they good or bad or over the top or lame or what the fuck? I'm not sure what it is or what I think about it. I was laughing my ass off listening to those lyrics even as tears were welling up, but not like sad or emotional tears... these were tears of confusion, like my brain's reaction to not being able to process what was coming in... The song gave me the equivilent of a windows blue screen in my head... it wasn't a bad song, but I may never listen to it again." - Alex

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